And here we go...

Tue. April 08 2008 - Warning I am not on a diet I'm on a change my life routine. (lol)

And here we go again,

Dear god Please give me the strength to drop that double dipped donut from times that I have so wanted to eat since this morning, allow me the grace to not stuff my face full of saturated fats all day while I plant my very large ass for 8hrs in-front of a computer.

amen.

OK so every morning I say a little prayer, I guess it’s not your typical one but hey as long as it works...I'm all for it.

Wake up time: 7:45 ish (had Tatiana in my bed and really who can sleep when pressed up so far on the edge of the bed that if you do doze off you may or may not fall to your death)

Finally decided not to take the risk of sudden death and got out of bed. Took Tati to the bathroom, she peed( its a big production- I'm trying to potty train her) and then I got her dressed. Dora joggers and a pink shirt.

Breakfast:
Two whole-wheat toast- toasted with peanut butter and honey
1 cup of coffee and milk
3 sugars.

OK now im ready.
I slap on my Rollerblades and do what I do everymoring I decide to do something new:

Pray to God I don’t kill myself.

Left the house at 8:45am - Gotta get to the Go Train @ 9:13am.

OK I almost DIED, no I didn’t fall but I haven’t worked out since I was like 9 and now at the age of 27 I decide to shed my fat? What the hell am I thinking??????

On the train at 9:13am Sharp, covered in sweat my face all patchy and sweaty. I look hot.

Now here I am sitting at work its 12:41pm and I'm about to go to the gym and kill my body.
I plan to work out for about 45min and get back on here and update you guys....say a little prayer.