Why oh why am i still fat?

Question: why am i still fat?
Answer: Stop eating.
Question:But I love food cant i just do something else?
Answer:Sure....Stop eating.

And this is my inner struggle. LOL ok seriously i know that i cant stop eating blah blah blah, and that i would actually gain weight blah blah blah... but sometime i wonder.

Like today,

Went to the gym, did my cardio. Stepped on the scale.

BANG still 168.

I know your all telling me its muscle that I'm putting on and blah blah but i would just love to see it drop just a little.... like 5 pounds would make me feel sooo good.

I do feel good.

But i would feel better! lol.

OK so ive decided here is what my week will look like:

Mondays: Cardio
Tuesdays: Ass
Wednesdays: Cardio
Thursdays: Abbs and Arms
Fridays: Cardio
Saturdays:Swimming with Tati
Sundays: Pure Pain with Juju.

and that's that for today that is :)

love ya!